Diary Of A Sotong

THE SOTONG BOY

So here lives the Sotong Boy. His name is Joey. He had been a human for 15 years. The other 2 years are contributed to being a blur squid boy. Congratulate him. He has changed his layout.

see there?
JOO YEE CERAMIC FACTORY!

Don't i look like
a lonely squid? :D

MY DESIRES

^^,
My darling to be happy~!,

Achieve international levels of dancing,

Study in Aussie!,

Be damn good at hockey skating,
Hope that joanna get a better salary than that~!,

Subcrew street wear!,

A car, Lancer 10 if can^^,

FELLOW SEA MATES

[x]Winnie
[x]David
[x]Kien
[x]Xin Yin

TALK TO THE TENTACLES

UNDER THE SAND

January 2007
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October 2008
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January 2009
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October 2009
June 2010

CREDITS

Layout by the one&only
Kien!

Steal and get strangled.

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

nothing abt my dance life, just my life. Just putting this pic to say i updated my bloggie. Scold me for it^^. Anyways, this is my crew that joins the Battleground. Vote vote vote!!! Names Rox Attitude

Well, I came across a msg in MSN yesterday. Saying that Everyone says they are lonely. I wonder, is there any truth in that. Well, true... No matter wat or who they have beside them. They always have the lonely feeling tagging along.

Sure is weird, but i felt like that too.

What to complain? My girlfriend is a great gurl. She pretty much be there when i need her. How come i felt like that? I dunno... I just did, felt like writing it here so i did. Dun ask why, hey... it is a blog, u r suppose to right ur feelings here~!

It some how felt... uneasy... Sometimes u will feel, insecure... The past loyalty will suddenly... fades... Sometimes, matter wat she does. It still felt that, she is not treating as if u r the most important person. Well, do i sound like a girl? or am I being one? i bet most boys felt this too. Well, i say most... not all.

Maybe it is just me. It felt like she doesnt care anymore. Well, it doesnt matter. Sometimes, i felt like betraying someone. dunno why. Payback? Revenge? feeling of malice? or it is just me being evil. I just felt so lonely.

2:06 AM
by blur blur sotong boy.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Me and my crew. Dun worry, the pic is just to show there is something new and it is updated.

Heyz, and here i am again... emo, no time for enjoyment, stressed, and angry at myself for expecting too many things from everything.

for the first time in this year, i am actually updating my blog. Reviving the dead blog, yea... the one shot in the head and died actually came back to life. Dunno for how long though.

Expectation... Something ppl would do good things for. For example, everyone was a victim of "High Expectation" and most of us unconciously expecting something from others.

For Example, a parents would expect their child to get straight A's if they pay good money for the kids tuition, go for expensive privite school or burning more money on expensive books that pretty much different from the type of paper they are made of.

Well, maybe i too expected too much from someone. I sometimes thinks that i treat my special partner very gud. Sometimes maybe too good. But i was wrong, i too made her sad. But thats the detail, that will be later. But anyways... I expected that if one do something good to others, the larger good will be waiting for them.

I always belived in that. Hoping that my partner will do the same to me. But how wrong i was. It was like just now, i argued wif my gurl. Well, actually I start to be emo and got frustrated abt something. She fell asleep as i was talking. Cuz it is quite late. Big deal huh? cute huh?

Damn it, it is how important i am to her. Well, it made me mad. Made me even emo-er. So, i hung up. And now, I EXPECTED her to call me and apologized, and then again. I was sooo wrong... She didnt, she most likely to have switch off the phone and say "no worries, i will talk to him tmr."

Great!

12:04 PM
by blur blur sotong boy.